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So.. i have the worst cramps in the world i would rather someone break my fucking arm than feel the way i do . Its disgusting and let me tell you a couple things...

me and jess at work were discussing a couple of what to do what not to dos when women have their period here goes..

Dont.....

-Rub our stomachs.. if we wanted to be pet like a pooch we would let ya know trust us on this one theres nothing on our face that says please rub my turning "i want to vomit" stomach

-touch us... our skin is very sensitive the first day so any kind of touching will probably make us cry or bite your head off.

-talk to much We are known for throwing tantrums and watch for kicking or wailing limbs.

-let us make any decisions. Too many questions asked could end up in a murder case. (I'v seen this happen!)

and finally - dont ask us whats wrong if we start crying because man it will take up half your day and you aint got the time.

Now what you Should do

-be there if we need comforting .. just as the cramps subside we tend to get kinda mushing

-bring us ice cream the cold takes our mind off the situation

-on occasion just stay the hell away. depending on the month and how bad.

any other suggestions let me know.

couple of reminders...
just before the female gets her period she tends to be irrational for little not so important things. so dont take them so literally.
also the day after she feels like her vagina is going to fall out so she needs to be off of her feet as much as possible.
the third day tends to be the day when she get aroused easily this is because her hormones are at a high
on the fourth day she is hyper wants to run around frolic and such haha
then by the fourth of fifths day she ultimately wants to get it on so dont be afraid embrace your inner love making machine.

Questions comments go for it i dare you <3

Nichole

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02:06 pm
12/28/05

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n_m_h

What am i supposed to do.

I am so confused. what i do know is i love this person more than i can even explain. I know we went really fast into this relationship and i know he doesnt have much experiance with it. But how can i lose someone like him. Yes i hate it when he forgets things and i do care about how he feels and i do complain sometimes. But we are only human. We go through these things for a reason. I do trust him and his judgments. its only been two months and it feels like we've been together for longer. I ask myself if thats normal. i feel normal. i felt like we had a routine. I knew we hung out a lot and i wonderred if it was ok. Every minute i loved being with him even if i was being pissy or he said or did something i didnt like. I just want to hold him right now. For everything to be ok. and im scared.

today i ran some errands. then i went to the ferry dock and just sat there thinking. for an hour inside i was crying wondering what was going to happen trying to manage to give him space. Michelle told me it will be ok she said that he would realize that everyone has there flaws. flaws that you grow out of not into.

But i do love him. and not like we are kids i love him like im an adult and i love and am in love with this man.

I dont know what to do.

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07:16 am
11/28/05

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So Last night i went to marks to see how he was doing and he wasnt doing well at all.. i wish i could do something to make him feel better and i feel bad knowing theres nothing i can do.. well after wards i was driving home and i passed a church. so i thought about amanda and her family so i gave em a call and wound up going there.

We played dominos it was a blast i came in second out of 5 people iv never even played. so i was asking her about confirmationa nd what not and her mom is really into religion and she knows a lot of people at the church so wednesday amandas coming with me to ask about it all and then sunday im going to church with her family.

Now i woke up this morning and my moms pissy cuz i didnt taKE OUT THE GARBAGE AND MY SISTERS ON THIS RUN WHERE EVERYTHING SHE DOES IS RIGHT AND THEY GET INTO A PISSING ARGUEMENT BACK AND FORTH LIKE (oops just realized it was caps) anyways like "you do this" "you do that" and im ignoreing it cuz all i think about is how i will get sick if i get really stressed. so then i change the mood "mom did you know venise is sinking" she sat down and was like WHAT?? heather left then i told my mom what happened last night,

i told her that i was going wednesday and on sunday and that you need a sponsor and that amandas mom said she'd do it but you might need two or somethingand then my mom was like well what about me. now she didnt say it in the tone that she was excited she said it like im disappointed you didnt ask me. and i told her well i only just found this out and amandas mom offerred right away so i took it cuz she knows a lot about religion. so my mom was all defensive and i was liek dont be mad shes like "IM NOT" but she totally was jealous not that thats what i had wanted. so she walked away like "whatever"

so here is why my mom acted that way

when i moved out i pretty much cut her off from being my mother i had soemone else acting as mother and then another and another. So when other woman get involved in my life in apositive way she says to herself well... why not me?

shes insecure and i cant help that i cant feed it either because thats going to go no where. and ways its 7:30 now and i have to get ready for work hope the rest of the day isnt as crappy as ..well now

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01:30 am
11/26/05

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n_m_h

Meeeehhhhhhh

I want to quit smoking i dont know if i can do it though

I try then have a cig then start and it just keeps going on and on. i Think ill really try this time.

Tonight mark went on another call and he's sick so i was kinda worried his mom asked me if he was back yet and i said no then she asked me if i wanted to come on the couch with them if i was cold and i said i was alright but it made me feel like part of the family lol :o)

Mark got home just in time for me to leave.
I really hope i get these jobs
this is how my schedule could work out

Sunday ~FF 10am-7pm ~PS 12am-8am
Monday ~FF 9am-3pm ~Sch. 5pm-6pm ~NF 6pm-9pm
Tuesday ~NF 9am-1pm ~FF 3pm-9:30pm ~PS 12am-8am
Wednesday ~NF 9am-12pm ~Sch 1pm-6pm
Thursday ~FF 9am-9:30pm ~PS 12am-4am
Friday ~NF 9am-1pm ~FF 3pm-9:30pm
Saturday ~FF 8am-3pm

i dont know how crazy it will be if it gets crazy i could always leave one of them prolly NFbut we'll see ill try it thats all you can do right

well its almost 2 am and i need to get some sleep for tomorrow

<3 night

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09:28 am
11/23/05

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n_m_h

First sign of snow

I woke up this morning and looked out my window and i saw little white things falling from the sky.... very slowly.

I wish you were here to see it with me

i bet if i walk outside it will smell like winter i bet i bet.

good day today <3

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01:28 am
11/21/05

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n_m_h

Wooowzaa

Hey there!

Ok so today was great.

The End

Just kidding, so apparently according to Mrs Reynolds, Luanne, Marks mom, mom lol im gonna have 5 kids, hmmm ok.

oh and i got thumbs up from nanna and yeah thats good :o)

I love Mark and i told my parents and it's great nothing to keeep to myself

i mean why should we have to if thats how we feel if someones got aporblem with it they can go screw themselves. Dont tell me whats what because YOU dont even know . People just go by how things are SUPPOSED to be not how they are and thats it.

on a more greater note ..... WOW

i ate bad chinese food b4 and my tummy hurts i should be in bed right now cuz i have to be up at 6 but im not and oh well

<3 night

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11:50 am
11/20/05

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n_m_h

Silence is the best answer

I woke up like three times thismorning. I think its's cuz around 6 is when i get up for work and 9 is when i normally wake up and i forced myself to sleep. I woke up at 11 ish . i had to finish my wash from yesterday and eat something, do little things aorund the house and when i went to put my bowl from my ceeal in the dishwasher the damn thing was clean. so like 5 minutes later i started emptying it. I didnt realize i was doing it until it was half way done. now im here writeing my morning mumbo jumbo.

Today I'm going over Marks house. He's having his family over for dinner. This should be interesting. I think i've met all of them which is great because they are all really great people. My one worry is sitting down to dinner and screwing up the whole "bless this table" thing. I'm only just learning about all of this and it's a big deal. I'll be embarrased if it goes like is did on wednesday. or worse....

It will be ok.

Lately i'v been wanting to do a lot of things but most of them cost and i dont exactly have that much $$ maybe next week i can do something but its almost Christmas time and i have to save for gifts.. meh i gotta go .seeee yaaaaaaaaa

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02:39 am 11/20/05 Leave a comment	n_m_h New New LJ I havn't written in my old one in almost a year and it was so outdated i needed a new one and here it is. It's kinda late right now and my brain is fried so im not going to write much. I love mark. The end